Yesterday was a bad day. A really bad day for my mental health and other people I knew.
You see my paranoia started when I bought some weed with my friends.
Cops took note of the fact that my car is a BMW stopping by a drug spot. After that my entire mental health was shit. The entire day I felt like a spectacle, like the city was watching me. At one point I'm 99% sure a drug sniffing dog was walked by my car. Twice. Each time the walker hugged my car a little. I couldn't start the fucking car because I was so paranoid I forgot to take it off of D when I tried to start it. How I parked in D, I don't know. Now after calling my mother to start the car for me (since she thought the problem was the wheel and it was her car before mine)
Driving off now my friends and I are feeling better. I even drive by a police station to try and rid me of my paranoia. Didn't work, actually, made it worst. I felt like once I hit the main street I was being tailed, and BAM I was. There was a Lexus who was tailing me, driver had a hat on and kept turning away into another avenue every time I caught a glimpse of it. This fucked me up hard. Not to mention some sort of car that only moved from its double parked spot every time I stopped at the light behind it. I felt like the entire New York City population was against me. My paranoia really took a hold of me, so much so that I dropped my friend off and here's what happened to him.
Yo
yeo
So I spoke to my mom just now, and she's with her cop friend. And
It's because it was 9/30
Last day of the month -_-;
And because I was a young dude who stopped in Dyckman with a dude ni the front seat while sitting in a BMW
They were doing that all over the city
niggas were following you cause of that? =__=
Not following me
But
Paying attention to me
keeping tabs
Yeah
And that car that was like waiting before the light changed
Was like waiting for me to fuck up
They do shit like that as a tactic
were you looking out for a silver lexus
probably '05
4door
All I know is
I had to come home
Masturbate
Play Pokemon
And pass out
I'm asking you
Oh
Yeah
I was
The Lexus that kept popping up
that description I gave?
It wasn't silver
It was more
?
A like a silver with a yellow tint
yeahhhh
See
shit followed me when I got out
Lies
NIGGAS WAS TRYING HARD!
I went into a building and came out
shit was parked two buildings down
See
I wasn't being paranoid
I new I was being watched
me like a dick tried to bluff and walk by it and a boy popped out
knew*
I booked it to the train HAULING ASS
Dead ass?
he came out and looked at me
I ran, no questions asked
ugh
Yesterday was a bad day -_-'