Yesterday was a bad day. A really bad day for my mental health and other people I knew.
You see my paranoia started when I bought some weed with my friends.
Cops took note of the fact that my car is a BMW stopping by a drug spot. After that my entire mental health was shit. The entire day I felt like a spectacle, like the city was watching me. At one point I'm 99% sure a drug sniffing dog was walked by my car. Twice. Each time the walker hugged my car a little. I couldn't start the fucking car because I was so paranoid I forgot to take it off of D when I tried to start it. How I parked in D, I don't know. Now after calling my mother to start the car for me (since she thought the problem was the wheel and it was her car before mine)
Driving off now my friends and I are feeling better. I even drive by a police station to try and rid me of my paranoia. Didn't work, actually, made it worst. I felt like once I hit the main street I was being tailed, and BAM I was. There was a Lexus who was tailing me, driver had a hat on and kept turning away into another avenue every time I caught a glimpse of it. This fucked me up hard. Not to mention some sort of car that only moved from its double parked spot every time I stopped at the light behind it. I felt like the entire New York City population was against me. My paranoia really took a hold of me, so much so that I dropped my friend off and here's what happened to him.
Yo angel almanzar11:40 am yeo NeverShoutAl11:40 am So I spoke to my mom just now, and she's with her cop friend. And It's because it was 9/30 Last day of the month -_-; And because I was a young dude who stopped in Dyckman with a dude ni the front seat while sitting in a BMW They were doing that all over the city angel almanzar11:41 am niggas were following you cause of that? =__= NeverShoutAl11:41 am Not following me But Paying attention to me angel almanzar11:41 am keeping tabs NeverShoutAl11:41 am Yeah And that car that was like waiting before the light changed Was like waiting for me to fuck up They do shit like that as a tactic angel almanzar11:42 am were you looking out for a silver lexus
4door NeverShoutAl11:42 am All I know is I had to come home Masturbate Play Pokemon And pass out angel almanzar11:43 am I'm asking you NeverShoutAl11:43 am Oh Yeah I was The Lexus that kept popping up angel almanzar11:43 am that description I gave? NeverShoutAl11:43 am It wasn't silver It was more angel almanzar11:43 am ? NeverShoutAl11:43 am A like a silver with a yellow tint angel almanzar11:44 am yeahhhh NeverShoutAl11:44 am See angel almanzar11:44 am shit followed me when I got out NeverShoutAl11:44 am Lies NIGGAS WAS TRYING HARD! angel almanzar11:44 am I went into a building and came out
shit was parked two buildings down NeverShoutAl11:44 am See NeverShoutAl11:44 am I wasn't being paranoid I new I was being watched angel almanzar11:45 am me like a dick tried to bluff and walk by it and a boy popped out NeverShoutAl11:45 am knew* angel almanzar11:45 am I booked it to the train HAULING ASS NeverShoutAl11:45 am Dead ass? angel almanzar11:46 am he came out and looked at me
I ran, no questions asked NeverShoutAl11:49 am ugh